FORUMUL SCRIITORILOR AMATORI :: Don't dare to ask

Trimis: 22/03/2011 22:17

I start getting tired of them… the omniscient look on their faces when they stare at you like you were an idiot little child who knows nothing. Maybe I am a stupid child who knows nothing, but f*ck it, I know I don’t need that fake interest in my problems, I know I don’t want them to pretend they care for me as long as their feelings are not real. And I know they are not. They are just humans coming, taking and leaving. They are just vipers biting in defense.

“Cursed is the man who trusts in man.” this is what the bible says. Don’t humans need to trust each other? How can you live being suspicious at everyone around? Can you live without that certain person through whom you live and who lives through you and who knows you at your best and worst? Can you be suspicious at that person too and not put all your trust in them?

You can’t. You trust.

And when it turns that The One is nothing more than a mere human being who came and took and left… then you are cursed. Cursed to live losing little parts of yourself whenever you give in to a nice smile, to a promising feeling, to a strong dream, to lies.

There is nothing we can do to change this, to change how the world goes. Can we change ourselves? Let’s see the possibilities. We could pretend, we could lie too that we care and in fact live for ourselves. That would be a good defense, but the truth is that no one can live like that. No one can get unhurt out of this life. There are no possibilities.

“We live alone and die alone.” This is what they say. If we lived alone, then dying alone would be no problem at all. It’s more likely that in death we are also alone so our existence would be nothing but an extension of one clipă of loneliness.

If you had ever felt lonely, then you know how wonderful it feels. You have no worries anymore, there is no one around you to annoy you, you live alone in your dark little world and start making up plans of how to lighten it, dreams that seem so great. If only I could feel lonely forever that would be all I ever asked for.

But we can never be alone because there will always be someone there to turn us to reality.

There will always be vipers biting your very heart because your heartbeat is too strong for this world. You have to suffer to be human. If you don’t, if you stay an innocent child, if you believe in love and trust and people forever, then the corect balance of reality would be broken.

Is there anything to understand in this world? Is there anything to understand in these lines? We grab an answer and believe that we found the meaning of life, but the deep ocean of questions still lies ahead.
I’m not writing to give answers, I am writing in a desperate attempt of asking as many questions as possible. I am asking hoping that I will at least know whether or not there are any answers to be given.

Can you give me an answer?

Is there anything to be understood? Please, don’t try to understand, you won’t anyway. And if you think you know the meaning of my words, then you are wrong. Nothing is what it seems. [url=http://www.99poze.ro/p/b4cfd551ccb3b1a4e574ae4c97fa54d4.jpg] Don't dare to ask Don't dare to ask

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Trimis: 30/03/2011 08:48

si acuma noi ce tre' sa facem, sa cadem pă spate?
hai ca bag si eu una in ungureste
e un forum romanesc draga

want to kill yourself?
stay gentle as you were reddened neurons
What the hell are we to understand the fallacies of yours?

too emo
bu hu hu
sa nu te straduiesti sa-mi corectezi engleza de balta
o folosesc doar îndată ce ma spal pe cap, in baie :-D

aleluia
haide pa

PS
bine ai venit
daca n-ai plecat